Forgiveness has always been apart of my life. I believe very strongly that most people deserve second chances, sometimes even third and forth. This belief is slowly becoming a smaller and smaller part of my life. I don't understand some people and their ways of living. I know that the time we have here can be gone with a blink of an eye, therefore I take nothing for granted. I'm not saying I never argue, never cry, or never become an emotional mess, but it doesn't take but minutes to regain my thought and realize everything wonderful I have in my life. Some people live their lives thinking it's okay to bring others down, to hurt those around them and find things to be angry about. When situations like this are brought into my life I'm not going to lie at first it stings and it bothers me, but the more I think about it the more I realize the people doing so want me to feel like that. I take a step back and look around and hope they will one day see things differently. But I guess that is one thing I will never understand about people. I try to be the best person I can, and raise Patrick to be a good person and the wonderful man I know one day he will be. I'm so lucky to be surrounding by the most amazing and supportive people. I have a wonderful life and a perfectly imperfect family that I love with all my heart.
To those people who question themselves because of this post, just think about the hurt you may be causing someone around you, and think about how you may feel if pain was purposely inflicted upon you. You never know when those people will choose to stop giving you more chances.
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